the days counting down to stpm..... =6 days=

im very very very lazy...
i feel tired and boring to face my books...
i enjoy wasting my time.. hours by hours..
reading novels.. viewing friends' blogs...
althought i cant on facebook anymore..
but i still sitting in front of my lappy.. haiz.....

i know i sure will regret soon..
but i really don't have any motivation to study...
help me ar~!!!!
im wondering why should i study hard for stpm?
since im planning to study chinese after this..
i think im still able to get the course without excellent result...
im aiming for cukup makan mia result nia~~~~
but i should aim for a higher target..
i should try my best right?
i know many of my friends and family members put much hope on me..
they hope i can get a good result..
they always support me.. they always wish me..
but.. what am i doing now??
im just thinking of the way to curi tulang...
im very very useless right???!!

actually.. i really dont have the mood to study..
why?
because im in bad mood now..
because im going to end my form 6 life soon..
because im going to leave all of my form 6 classmates soon...

i don't wish to leave......
but.. i have to.....